Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Kabut, Serabut. Aku sahaja?

Since cina2 di opis kembali setelah honeymoon cny selama seminggu ni aku rasa kilija sangat manyak woo..manyak penat woo..tapi bangsa2 tionghua ini juga pun merasai bahang dan bahana meninggal kan kerja selama seminggu sejurus terpaksa bertungkus lumus "membakar minyak di tengah malam" (burn the midnight oil)
Hehe padan muka..cuti lagi lama2 (haha aku jeles x dpt cuti lama sebenarnya).
Ini la opis ku sorga ku...lawa x?


2, 3 ari ni aku mcm org giler. Mula2 disuruh tukar pc, 1 ari aku pening backup data, meng uninstall + install balik kat pc baru etc. Lepas tu aku dihalau oleh Ai Pieng hehehe suh dok luar kat cubic2 tu..huwaa nda mao~~ nnti xleh enjoy, xleh tgk youtube, xleh nk buat opis cam opis my momy. Bodek2 sket, then dia kata ok la, stay je la kat dlm bilik tu hehe...sengeh 8 inchi aku...
Semlm lak, Victor lak yg busok hati nya, suh aku dok luar gak huhu..nape la tionghua ni sumer nk busuk ati sesama kaum...camne la bangsa nk maju haha. Bodek2 gak, (aku mmg tere bodek2 ni), dia kata "Ok la, up to u whether u want to move out or not". Yeszaaa, sengih 7 inchi.
Pagi ni, si Cencungut lak jumpa aku,

Cencungut : Eh Effendy, y ur still here?
Aku : Victor told me its ok if i want to stay inside
Cencungut : No, u have to move outside, bcoz there is a new trainee who is going to do the same project
Aku : Do I really need to move outside? (bodek level 1)
Cencungut : Yeah, cepat move! (Game over)
Aku : (Sengeh -3 inchi)

Tengah2 ngemas tu, cencungut tanya aku soklan bonus huwaaaaaa

Cencungut : Effendy, when is ur last day here?

Aku mmg geram btul ngn cencungut nih!! Dulu dia tanya, aku intern sampai bile. Sekrg ni, dia tukar soklan sket, tp still same meaning laaaa...Aih, nk halau aku ke, or mmg btul2 x ingt..
Aku rs dh bnyk kali aku bgtau dia, sampai x cukup jari kaki nk kira. Lepas ni aku nk tulis atas kertas besar2, nk tampal kat meja dia! Gering beta camni...

Tapi, penat la pindah randah ni...aritu dlm bilik tu aku dh penah tukar meja gak..ni nk angkut pc bawak luar lagi (membebel je tau, pindah je la ek?)
Maka, ini lah teratak ku sorga ku yang baru :

Aah, ada neslo sedap kat tepi pc, bancuh masa lunch hr. Sengaja aku abadikan dalam gambar menjadi interior di situ sebagai kenangan, arini punya neslo mmg sedap hahaha...
Compare ngn meja yg b4 ni, sini mmg la bes, besar, ada laci yg berkunci, leh tampal2 notes kat dinding tu guna magnet, kerusi pun besh. Tapi kenapa la xde pintu ek. kalau ada serius bes.
Tanpa ku sedari arini 1 ari aku tekun, gegeh berlagak rajin haha sbb org dok lalu lalang kat luar tu. Terketar2 aku menahan ketagih arini kerana tidak dapat melayari tiub kamu (youtube). Sungguh hebat dugaan dan tamparan duduk di teratak baru ini...tapi mmg xde masa pun nk layan youtube arini, sbb bz. Yeah, kering tekak beta arini sbb ngajar trainee baru. Cam bagus jek hahaha...

Lepas maghrib td my momy call, dia ckp, mmbr lama aku (classmate since darjah 4) call umah, tanya no henfon aku, adei....Sama2 mmbesar, dia pun org kuantan gak. Tp lost contact kejap. Last aku contact dia, dia still keje offshore kat ganu, gaji RM4,5K++. Latest, dia dh berenti keje last year, sambung blaja utk jadi PILOT!
Tiba2 buat aku berpikir, org lain, sibuk dh pk pasal their future, what they gonna be in 10, 20 yrs from now, preparation & implementation to achieve the goal. So maybe kawan aku ni, keje dulu for a few yrs, kumpul duit, and then sambung blaja sbb dia mmg nk jd pilot at the first place. Nampak cam very well-planned.
Tapi aku? isk2 tiba2 aku rs serabut sbb aku x nampak future aku. Risau, sbb still terkapai2. Xmo ckp bnyk2 sbb risau. Cuma, apa yg aku tau, lepas aku letak tepon ngn mak aku td, aku terasa something like, I have to do something...

So kawan2 ku,
Have u ever think bout ur future? What u gonna be in 10, 20 yrs from now? Try to spend jez for a few minutes, at least, and think. Then u will realize dat u have to do something bout it. And you will realize, u have a lot of things to do, to learn and to change...trust me

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

i do have a well-planned future for myself. been thinking about it since high school.

erm, actually not a really well but i do have something in mind and that makes me keep in tract

and do think about possibilites too. what will you do if dot dot dot .. well prepared to be exact.

Unknown said...

Talking about future..i do think about it often.Sometimes the things that cross my mind scares me..

Will we get the job we want?
Will we get what we planned?
Will life b easy on us or tough as hell?

Age is catching up..for girls..biology clock is ticking n all..
Imagine if we hav our youngest kid at late 30's..say 39 going 40..by 55 da retire, anak baru msk secondary school.huhuhu

Takeshi said...

Dats good, maybe u 2 guys are motivated enough haha..but i still remember, last time when i was young (now also still young anyway), i did have this kind of dream. But u know, when things didnt turn out right, or i can say, that was my 'biggest failure' in my life, i was kinda 'lost' and dont know what to do, bcoz no PLAN B.

And to see my pilot-to-be friend, and like u two also, now i able to recover my 'strength' and make me 're-think' and 're-plan' my future.

Now I'm trying to learn from experience too. And as shirlene said, age does matter to me, and her, but not Abrak kot haha..will grade at the age almost 30, nk kumpul duit lagi, bila masa nk kawin n nak ada anak? hehe..

asotoko said...

conclusion: jd pilot

=P

Takeshi said...

nice one aso..
hahaha